New Patreon Reward Tiers and Goals!

When Patreon decided to change how my supporters were billed, I argued against it. I believe that any fees charged should come out of my income, just like with any other service I use to reach my readers and fans. To help make up for you paying more, I updated my goals and rewards to give you more. Luckily, Patreon heard enough to cancel their planned fees, so you won’t be billed extra for wanting to help me.

I still want to give you more, though. So, you’re going to get it.

Beginning right now, I’ll be writing a complete story for you each month. (For examples of my other writing, check out this sorted list of fiction here.) My goals have been updated to show how long a piece of fiction you can get. At $50 a month, you’ll find a 500-word micro fiction, written just for my patrons. When we reach $100 a month, you’ll get a 1000-word flash fiction story that won’t be published anywhere else. Each additional $50 a month adds another 500 words to the total story length, so at $250 a month, you’ll get a 2500 word original story each month.

At $300 a month, I’ll start recording myself reading that month’s story! You’ll be able to read it online and listen to the audio. (Again, these are original pieces that you can’t find anywhere else.) Plus, you’ll still see the secret news and updates, writing thoughts, and other tidbits you’ve already had access to. That won’t change.

The more supporters that I have, the more you each get. Working together, you all are helping me to keep the lights on while I write, more than any one person could do alone.

Also starting this month, I have 5 levels of support that you can choose from, and special rewards for each:

Tentacles ($1 or more per month) Thank you! Everyone who pledges at any level will get monthly updates not available anywhere else, which might include secret news (personal or professional), excerpts from my current writing projects, random drawings, and the occasional recipe. Plus, my appreciation.

The supporters at this level are called Tentacles because no matter how small they are, if you have enough of them, you can drag a whaling ship to the bottom of the sea.

Glittering Eyes ($3 or more per month) Thank you very much! Patrons at this level will get access to all of my regular monthly content, plus you’ll get a digital copy of my bi-annual zine delivered to you every Spring and Fall.

Supporters at this level are called Glittering Eyes because you only need a few to get the job done, but having a lot of them certainly makes an impact.

Whispering Tongues ($5.00+ per month) Extra special thank you! Pledge at this level to get access to all of my regular monthly content and the digital edition of my bi-annual zine, plus: Every Winter and Summer, I’ll mail out a physical postcard with a haiku or microfiction, just for you.

Supporters at this level are called Whispering Tongues because even if they aren’t connected, with enough of them, the world is a very different place. Or at least, a dark room certainly is.

Gaping Maws ($10.00+ per month)

Thank you, thank you, thank you! Supporters at this level will get access to all of my regular monthly content, plus you’ll get a PHYSICAL copy of my bi-annual zine mailed out to you every Spring and Fall. This limited edition, hand-crafted, publication will include original writing and art, and will be signed and numbered. (You’ll also have access to the digital copy of the zine, and will get the Winter and Summer postcards.)

These patrons are called Gaping Maws because you really only need one to change your life… but the more you have, the more sure you can be that your immediate future is going to be very different than the one you imagined.


Dread Cultists ($20.00+ per month)

I can’t possibly thank you enough.

Patrons at $20 and above will be invited to join me in a regular monthly online chat (times and dates to be determined) where we can talk about how I work, what I write  or what you want to see from me, or where I get my ideas. Or, very possibly, my thoughts on the robot/dinosaur uprising our secret overlords have scheduled for 2019.

And! Supporters at this level will also get access to all of my regular monthly content, plus you’ll get a PHYSICAL copy of my bi-annual zine mailed out to you every Spring and Fall. This limited edition, hand-crafted, publication will include original writing and art, and will be signed and numbered. You’ll also have the digital copy of the zine, and will get the Winter and Summer postcards.

Basically: you get everything.

Patrons at this level are called Dread Cultists because with just a couple of you, we could reshape my world entirely. All it takes is a few true believers and a willingness to summon… whatever might happen next.

So please, tell your friends. Help me find new patrons, and together we can create new fiction every month.

Thank you.

PS. Pledge your support, or change your level of support, here. If you sign up now, you’ll get access to all of the posts I’ve written so far as well as everything coming up!

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A variety of non-denominational winter stamps have been acquired.

I’m trying to be less of a “reclusive writer”, reaching out by mail to people I know well, and I realize this could be an opportunity not just to celebrate the friendships I have, but to expand the new friendships I’d like to build on. Since last year’s attempt to send out a bunch of holiday* cards was successful, I’m doing it again this year. So… who wants one?

Anyone who signs up by Wednesday Dec 20 should get their card before Christmas; I’m sending out cards all this month though; if you don’t see this post before Wednesday, feel free to add yourself anyway, and I’ll make certain you’re included. (I’ve sent out a bunch this week already, so if you’ve already gotten an email from me about it, you’re covered.)

If you would like to receive mail from me, please click on the link below and fill out the form. Your answers will not be visible to anyone else.

Sign me up!

And… if you want to send mail to me, you can do so at:


Thank you, for enlarging my world.

* Whatever this means to you. Choose from a variety of holidays, non-denominational writing inspiration, recipes, or simply an acknowledgement that winter hasn’t killed you yet. Because that’s worth celebrating too!

Note: if you signed up last year, you’re already on my list, and you don’t need to do so again. But! If you moved, or want to change your preferences, please do take a second to update your information in my form. Thanks!

Another Year Older and What Do You Get?

I’ll be 44 years old on Wednesday, in the afternoon, when the sun is still in the sky but is starting to set, before the light has faded. (My birth certificate has another hour listed, but I’m adjusting for the time difference; I was born in Los Angeles, CA, far from where I ended up in central New York.) I’m very nearly middle-aged now, according to the OED, which defines all things.

Baby me, early 1974.

I don’t feel old, though. I don’t look back at my high school years or childhood with much nostalgia, and my 20s (into my 30s) were a whirlwind of bad relationships, bad choices. I didn’t know who I was, and I let too many other people define me, or limit me. You could say that I spent the first 20 years of my adulthood learning how to do all the things I didn’t learn as a kid–including how to go to school, how to manage my ADHD, how to be a well-balanced, emotionally healthy, and functioning adult… and that’s not wrong, but it’s not entirely right either. At least, it’s not the whole story. Before I could learn to grow up, I had to figure out what that meant to me, and that process took a lot longer than anything else.

In a way, being who I am now is pretty new to me still, and I haven’t gotten tired of it yet.

If you’re struggling with your own life and goals, good news kids! I’m hopeful, happier, more focused, and more productive than I was at 34, or 24. I’ve got some health issues, but I take better care of myself than I did at 20; I’m still physically strong and capable, and I’m confident than within a few years, I’ll have the shape and fitness level I want, which is more than I had at 20. (My sex life is amazing, in case you were wondering. Knowing what you like and not being afraid to ask for it is a a good thing.)

And I’m learning to tackle my problems, make changes, make amends, instead of running away. I’m learning (have learned) what I deserve, and what I have to give.

My biggest problems right now are all about money, because I’ve been in a career transition the last couple of years, and being my son’s sole caretaker means my work options are limited. But we’ve learned to live with a lot less than before (including being without a car, which broke down earlier this year). I have plans for our future that feel possible, if we can survive until then.

I have writing projects I’m genuinely excited about, and I’ve learned–lately, finally–that success for me comes from a mix of work ethic and inspiration, not just one or the other. Novels are possible from me now. Writing multiple days a week is possible now. You can expect to see a lot more from me in the near future… which I couldn’t have said at 24, or 34.

So this “getting older” thing is pretty good, and I hope to keep doing it for a long, long, time.

If you’d like to get in on my birthday (or winter holiday) celebrations, I have some Amazon gift lists and of course, PayPal is great for a coffee or helping me pay a bill. It’s instant help, & so appreciated.

My household Amazon list is here. It has things like bakeware and paper towels–it might not be “fun” stuff, but not having to worry about buying those things for myself this week reduces my stress and that’s a great gift.

PayPal is here, and you don’t need an account to use it.

My personal wishlist & my son Logan’s holiday list is here too. (Thank you!)

If you’re looking for another way to make my life better, there’s two things I can think of. The first is to read my fiction–most of which is free to read online–and if you loved any of it, recommend it to your friends. Tweet about it, write an online review, rave about it on Facebook… whatever you feel comfortable with. Share my work. Introduce new people to my writing. It won’t cost you anything but time, and it could make a big difference for me.

A sorted, often-update, list of my fiction is here:

(You can also find my non-fiction writing here )

The other thing you can do for me is to do something for yourself. Do one thing that will make you happy. Treat yourself to something nice, to a nap, to a quiet evening with a good book, even if it means leaving the dishes in the sink. (And leave me a comment to tell me what you did!)

Life is so much shorter than we think it is, and before you know it, half your life has disappeared behind you. The journey is worth it, though. I’m not sure I believed that at 34, or 24. But I know it’s true now.

Rescheduling “Cake History Month” for January 2018

I’m not sure exactly when I got sick but it’s been about a month now that I’ve been too ill to do much more than sleep, cough, and cry about how tired I am. I ended up with two different colds, actually: I had one that dragged on for about 3 weeks and sapped my energy but I wasn’t congested, and then just as that was done, I managed to get a chest cold my person brought home from work. (I know that was a separate thing because the symptoms were different, and because all three of us–child included–came down with it, one day after each other, all in a row.) Today was the first day in that long time that I feel a little better, like I might not die after all.

Being sick for a month messes up a lot of plans. I haven’t worked at all (I posted a note on my editing Twitter that I was closed for business, haven’t taken on any new clients) or written much or even read any books. I watched a little TV, though not a month’s worth. Mostly, I slept a lot, or laid on the loveseat being uncomfortable but unable to do anything about it.

I took the bus to buy groceries today and managed to get home with Thanksgiving supplies without dying in the parking lot of a big box store, so I’m putting my foot down and deciding: that’s it, that’s the moment where I start to get better, because damn was I sick for a long time, and I’ve got so much to catch up on.

It’ll probably take a few days to get all the way back to productive, and my son’s still sick at home, but I’m hopeful.

Meanwhile, I have rescheduled “Cake History Month” for January 2018, which is just 6 weeks or so away. It was my intention to do a post a day and be available for conversation about the history, the recipes, but I was too sick to stay on top of the schedule. Rather than post a bunch all at once, I’ll just shuffle the dates and we’ll do it properly.

I’ve taken the ones already posted back off the website. (They’re not gone, just unpublished, so you’ll see them again.) I’ll use the extra time to do a few more of the recipes I couldn’t test myself, and if there’s anything new I learn, I’ll update the posts.

Thank you for your patience.

(A quick note about) Reviewing for Publishers Weekly

It’s starting to get out that I’m now reviewing for Publishers Weekly, so, guess what? I’m working as a reviewer/contributor for Publishers Weekly. (Yay!)

The reviews are mostly anonymous, which means that for the most part, I’m not going to be talking about which books I’ve reviewed or the work itself. Anonymous reviews are part of what helps to keep reviewers honest: there’s nothing to be gained by bragging about giving a good review, and less to fear about being truthful, even if parts of your review are negative. I won’t talk at all about what books I’m reading this week, and even after the reviews are published, I’m not sure I (personally) feel free to say much about those.

I don’t choose which books I’m assigned, so please don’t ask me to select yours in particular. I will turn down assignments where I feel I’m biased for or against the author, and that includes anything an author/publisher/publicist/fan tries to influence me about. If you think I’m likely to give your project a better review because you know I like that author, that series, that type of thing… your best bet is to not mention it to me at all. And, if I review a book here on this site, it’ll be one I didn’t review for PW.

I took this job because I wanted a consistent reading schedule, and access to books that I might not have read on my own. It’s very part time and the checks aren’t great if you want to be paid for the time it takes to read, but the books are free, I read quickly, and the per-word rate on writing the reviews themselves is good. By reading outside of my tbr pile, and then thinking about that work critically, I’ll learn more about the craft of writing. (That’s been true whenever I’ve done reviews in the past.) I’m interested in other genres that I don’t currently write in–like romance–and other areas of SFF that I don’t currently write in. I’m hopeful I’ll discover authors who are new to me, with original stories, diverse perspectives, and new ways to tell a tale.

I think, if I do my job correctly, I’ll get a lot more than a paycheck out of this experience, and you’ll see that reflected in my own writing, somewhere down the line.